Today we die to rise up tomorrow as new souls.

Today is my final day of freedom and half of it will be spent working and the other half doing laundry, but hopefully I'll be able to slip in a movie, specifically the movie Millions. I have a lot of apprehension about starting school tomorrow, but more so it's exciting because I'M ALMOST DONE with high school...the 4 most painful years of my young life. I also got a raise at work and went from 6.91 an hour to 7.32 an hour, wooo! Today I will also get my car back, yet another wooo! I'm a little flustered that I won't have a new outfit to wear to the first day of school haha. I think I will buy a yearbook this year...the first time in all of highschool, i never understood why I'd wanna remember these horrible years, but I think I do now...maybe. I look forward to getting my teachers to write up my reccomendations :-D and I'm really looking forward to my AP Art History class.

Things at TSM seem to be very shaky right now as we lose a few students who have been here during this hard and frustrating phase in our church and youth group, and I constantly wonder where our youth group will be if we let it continue to slip into cliques like it's doing...but then there is a part of me that says oh well because I'll be at college next year...and i hate doing that, but it's the truth. It definitely wouldnt hurt to hire a youth pastor soon. a good one though. for the sake of the young'ns in the group.

For some strange reason I'm glad trevor and curtis are back from their hike thing...even though t-rev isnt home, but at least now I can call him and email him...i dunno, thats cool to me...guess im weird.

I wish i had gotten more movies under my belt this summer.

I would like to officially delcare this as the first summer that I didn't waste most of my time thanks to a job and my film class. hooray.

Alright well I need to get dressed and go get my car and then go to work and then come home and eat dinner and do laundry and watch a movie and go to bed at a reasonable hour and set like 6 alarms. See ya.