Escape.

I want to leave. I cannot wait until college when I can leave this home and this life and begin completely fresh, I can be whoever I want to be.

I feel so ugly...I wish I were skinny or ripped or something...but im this.

I gotta get out of here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape

I sat behind two kids my age on the train today and had to listen to them talk about their sex lives. I wanted to puke. why is our teenage culture so sexually distracted?

I'm tired of all of this.

Perhaps next time I post I won't be emo er anything.